<- Roses not all Rosey ->
I got two dozen long stemmed roses from Dana yesterday. It was a really sweet suprise. I look at them and I feel guilty. I do not think that I deserve them. They should be given to someone who really likes her and really wants to be with her and not be given to me. I have yet to put them in my own space because I feel as though I would be committing to something.
I am watching my best friends dog for the weekend. His name is Eagin and he is cute. It is funny though because she could not stop thanking me for doing it. I had to keep telling her it was not a big deal. Secretly though I love when people show appreciation for the things that I do. It makes me want to do more for them. Just a little "thank you" for the small things goes a long way with me.
Sarah has been on my mind so much lately. I think I am going to go out tonight. I think I just might have to with party with the lesbos to clear my mind.
I feel so guilty about the flowers. I really wanted to start giving them away one by one.
I really do not deserve them.
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