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2003-09-05 : 5:58 p.m.
<- The Sun Moon and Stars ->


So you know how I said that I was not going to open up my email anymore? Well I lied and as it turns out I decided to read it after a strangely abusive dream that I had while napping. Anyways, as I was saying, I checked it and out pops an email from Sarah. Yes folks it is official I think that she is just fucking with me.

Her last line was...and I quote:

"I miss you and...nevermind..."

I replyed wanting to know what the "nevermind" was and so forth. The interesting thing is that it really does not matter what the "nevermind" meant because it is not like it is going to make a difference in my thought process regarding her.

I will say this in her defense, it might not be that she is fucking with my head but rather that she is just straight crazy. Either, or it is really not what I need.

I forwarded it to Katie so she can read it and she pretty much agrees that there is something not right there. She went on to say that there was a reason this all did not work out because clearly the girl is nuts. I agree wholeheartedly.

I just want to know what she wants from me! Because really I was willing to give her the sun, moon and stars at one point and now...well, I figure the most I will do is listen, offer good advice and be friends.

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