<- I Cant Hear You... ->
So I think that there has to be something said about how well I have been handling alot of things lately. I almost feel like I have not had much time to deal with the fact that there is so much fucking shit that is not going to work out for me school wise. I really do not even want to talk about it. Not like I have to because most of the people I know are too self absorbed to give a shit about my life. I have been down in the dumps about it.
I am also kind of tired about people bitching about their little fucking problems that do not matter in the grand scheme of life. I am so tired of hearing the same old stories just new faces. Come on folks, open your eyes! Life is bigger than your problems.
The reason why I am feeling less sympathetic is because a true friend of mine is suffering from really bad depression right now. It sucks to know what she is going through because I have been there and I know what it means to have no one who understands. I am trying to be there for her as much as I can.
It just sickens me when people in their little whitewashed world of what is hip and what is not and who is hot and who is not and their skewed images of themselves expect me to care. I really dont. I mean, it is fun a few days out of the month to live in that non reality. But fucking come back down to earth please. And if you chose not to, then I will wait patiently till you do, just don't expect me to hear your words from way the fuck up there.
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