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I feel blah, I have a cold coming on. My phone will not stop ringing. People are calling me and then calling my cell phone and then calling my cell phone and my house again. It is rather irritating when I am trying to rest because I do not feel well.
Listen up very carefully, if I do not answer either of my phones when you call chances are that I really do not want to talk to you or I do not want to be disturbed. So, what you do is leave a message and when I feel like talking to you I will call you. Please do not call back again an hour later. I have voicemail and caller ID I listen to my messages and even when I do not I still know that you called. It is my fault for putting my cell phone number on my voicemail but I do say and I quote, "if it is important you can reach me on my cell phone."
I do not feel to good, I am pretty tired and groggy and I have a runny nose.
I am frustrated and lacking all sorts of motivation right now.
I think I need to isolate myself and take my phone off the hook for the rest of the night. I really do not want to talk to anyone.
My kitty has an eye infection, I need to find space for all that shit in my room.
Life is too short to be so easily annoyed but I find that I am today. Maybe it is because of the lack of good food and cigarettes among other things.
This house is so depressing too. It is either too hot or too cold, too dark or too light, there is no happiness here. No one makes it clean in here. I feel like I need to move to another state, a sunny happy state or just somewhere to get away from it all. Now is just as good a time as any to leave. Everyone else does it so why the hell can't I? Where shall I go?
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