<- What I sent ->
This is what I sent to Sarah today. It is time for the madness to cease!
Hi Sarah,
Okay so I need you to help me out with something because I am a bit confused.
In my opinion things between us were going really good until the whole "girlfriend" thing.
Correct me if I am wrong but I feel as though what you said in your letter was just an elaborate..."I am not interested". Which to be honest I have used those lines before and I think that it is the best way to let a person down.
But the confusion comes in when I feel like I have given you an out, and it seems to me that you are not taking it. I have given you your space and a clear path to walk away and yet I feel as though you have made an effort now, more than ever, to talk to and contact me so I am a bit perplexed.
I find that sometimes people try to overcompensate in situations like this to make sure that the other person does not think bad of them. Again, I have been there and I know. But I want you to know that there is no need for that. I promise I will not think of you as a horrible person and quite frankly whatever your reasons and explainations were in the begining I understand just as much then as I do now.
I do not want you to think that I am mad or upset just wanting to know what is really going on in your head if anything at all...
On top of all of that I have been out of commission this week and that is why I did not return your call.
Please help here, I am dying to know what is up. I am not going to be around for the rest of the weekend either but if you want to reply via email that would be nice.
Talk to you soon,
Larissa
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