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I went on a drinking binge the last couple of days and there is something to be said about will power because I thought for sure that I was not going to drink last night since I was so drunk the night before doing multiple shots at the bar in honor of the late John Ritter...good times.
DYKE DRAMA:
So yesterday afternoon Alisa calls me and gets into this discussion with me about this other girl Abby who I guess was rubbing the fact that she has been hanging out with me in her face. I laughed because I thought it was funny. And then Alisa thought that maybe Abby like me and that is why she was acting that way. I told Alisa that she should ask her if she does and if she says, "no" then she should say just drop it, but if she said "yes" then she should tell her that I am straight and move on.
That was all fun and games till Alisa's ex Emily tells me (in her drunkeness) that she is going around saying that I have a crush on her. Adding to it that she could not sleep with me because, "It's Larissa". Whatever, it is more like Alisa wants me to have a crush on her but that is not happening, she is too immature and not my cup of tea at all.
Upon returning home at about quarter to two in the morning I see that Sarah has called me about an hour previous. Her message was along the lines that she was and has been worried about me and wants to talk to me.
Well, I scooted my ass down the stairs to get the cordless and I call her back because clearly she has not read the email that I sent to her, (see previous entry). I tell her everything that is in the email and her response was a bit shocking. Apparently she was unsure of how good of a girlfriend she would be right away and she knew in a couple of months everything would be fine but she did not want to ask me to wait. It was alot more than that and I am thankful I was not sober because I do not think that I could have been as upfront as I was nor do I think that I could have handled the emotion. It was alot.
I stonewalled her though and pretty much let her know that the emotions were evaporating and that there was nothing you could really say or do to make that change.
Oh and she said that if she saw me she would really want to make out with me and then tried to convince me to go see her at 3am. <---- Booty Call!! Nevertheless I told her to call me after she gets all her homework done today and I would consider coming to see her.
I have not been a part of dyke drama for so long now look at me. A proud lesbian! I hate it!
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