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Well, well, well. Hope that you can understand when I say that last night was wildly strange and interesting. Eak! Lord save me from myself.
I think I just like the attention from him. And yes I did say him. I am a bad lesbian but it is not like I did not make out with guys all along the way.
Sex with a boy is a big huge no no right now.
I like the fact that he has abs of steal and a rock hard chest and arms, I kept feeling them.
The "new" boys are total assholes but good ones. The kind that you have to excuse because there really is no other hope for them and they think they are being funny.
What I hear in my head is his friend "kellogg" saying, "Brian's shy, he needs some one to settle him down, soften him up, give him some kids and be his wife"
NO OF THE ABOVE DESCRIBES ME IN THE LEAST BIT!
And it is crazy to think that he would ever see me that way. I am the token lesbian at the bar. I am the one that you can hit on because nothing will become of it.
You are NOT suppose to like me!
Not to mention I always thought of him as the scary bald guy. I mean I thought they were all wierd, Jeff, Kellogg and Brian. Now I am goodbye kissing him on the streets of Milwaukee?!?!?
Do I like him? I mean I like him as a person and I think that he is funny and nice and stuff but that is not even worth a cup of coffee at Mickey D's these days.
I should just not go back to Taylor's and avoid the entire situation...
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