<- Please Tell Me This Was All A Joke ->
Stop these haunting dreams please. They are not about one person at all but about me in general. Maybe I am changing and maybe things need to change. I am not sure but I will tell you that eventually I am going to need some peaceful sleep. Rest is important.
Sarah sent me an email that made no sense and was reaming me out pretty much. I am growing increasingly weary of her.
I decided in the last less than 24hrs. that I will go back to Taylors and when I see Brian again I will just pretend that nothing really ever happened.
I am going to go back to my little old lesbian ways and stop towing the line.
I am going back to talking to the women that I talked to and I will not tell of my indescretions.
I know what happens in the gay community when you tow the line, you get ostracized and I am NOT going to let that happen.
No more playing with Brian...Right?!?!?
Eak!
Katie and Rachel said that he is good looking.
If he acts like it was all a joke then I am going to fucking go along with it because it is a million times fucking harder for me to believe that any of it was real than to accept that it was just a game.
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