<- Truth Really is a Killer ->
I have been sick because of my medication. It is such a fucking relief to know why you are in pain. I am so happy I know right now that I am drinking tonight.
Sarah has not responded to my email. It has been a week now. It just goes to show that when you are completely and utterly honest with someone they really do not know how to take it.
I have had dreams about Brandy this week and I hope all is well with her. It is not like I hate the girl. I just hate dreaming about people who are not in my life anymore.
The whole Brian saga has been put to rest really. He is a jerk to me when his friends are around and different when he is just with me. I think that is stupid and juvenile.
I had fun with his friend Kallon on Sun. and I feel so much better I feel like we reached an understanding about the Brian thing which is pretty much that he is not going to talk about it and I will chose not too as well.
As we all know I am a sucker for the chase but when the chase put my reputation in jeopardy then it is not worth it anymore.
I know that there has to be someone out there for me at the end of the day and well all I have to say about that is hold on I'm coming. It may take some time but I will get there.
I wanna play football someday in my life too.
Things will get better I swear they will.
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