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<- Circle Of Life -> Things have been really strange lately. I am not kidding you but then again this always happens around the Birthday. So to make a long story short I have been getting random messages...like this one from Erin... larissa this has to be quick cause i'm at work and i don't want sarah to see this. but i had this dream about you last night and it's driving me crazy, i have been thinking about you all day. i miss you so much and i wish that we could have had a better chance at being together. i miss you!!!!!!!!! I laughed when I read it. Not because I thought it was funny but because when I read it I knew it was birthday time. And then I got this message from Sarah... and since I'm tired and out of it I think this is the best time to tell you because I won't feel embarrassed because I'm not conscious enough to feel that emotion... do you remember how you told me that you are very picky about kissing ? And that little things can positively ruin it for you... That's why I never kissed you, because I was afraid I'd be one of those people that you would think was a horrible kisser and I couldn't deal with that... because actually, I'm a pretty good kisser I think... I haven't had anyone tell me I'm horrible... but... yeah... that doesn't mean anything probably... ok... now I'm really rambling... so I thought I would give you that little tidbit of information about one of my worries... I miss you alot... I wish I could see you right now... I am perplexed about that one as well!!! I had an adventurous weekend but going into details would take too much of my time. I have to go teach tomorrow and then I am free for the rest of the week. Along with the idea that I have to make Thanksgiving Dinner which left up to me I would not. I also met someone new. It is a girl. She so far is fun to talk to and stuff so we will see. I will do some serious catching up later...
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