<- Here is the Thing ->
So I am having a bit of a problem here. I hate to think that everything that I think and know about myself is going to get washed down in my next sentence but oh well here goes nothing...I think that I really do like Brian but not in an I want to marry you kind of way and not in an I want to fuck the shit out of you kind of way either. I think that I just like him as a person in a strange kind of, you are funny when you want to be and I would love to get to know more about you way.
The problem with all of this is that he lies, like jokingly lies and so does his cousin Jeff and their posse which includes my dear friend Kalon and there is also Shane.
I have also figured out something very important last night after Tony busted me out during an on going game of spades, where I was partners with said Brian, that really what it is that is going on is that Brian likes me (how much? Who cares how much). He knows that I like girls and basically I am not going to hook up with boys. Well, since that is true he is really not going to show me that he likes me because it would be of no use. Almost deeming me untouchable. But he likes to flirt that is for sure. And make comments about me fucking with his mind and that he does not want to be my "plan B".
And that folks is how the Brian drama comes to an end. This is how it will be remembered forever and ever.
I am off to make ammends with the rest of the world now.
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