<- The Reality of Me Right Now Is... ->
I can tell you that I do not really feel bad about life for the most part right now!
I can tell you that I am generally exhausted when it comes to carrying the load of others which I happen to do all the time.
I can tell you that I am tired of people who do not appreciate your efforts because they are never grand enough.
I can tell you that for whatever reasons things do always work themselves out leaving limited room for doubt and regret.
I have been in this in between place for the last few weeks. No real patience for bullshit, no time to be nice to the assholey and bitchy attitudes of the world. And in this all I have found the time to be real, to be a bitch when I want to and no push myself beyond limits that are unreasonable. I will do what makes me happy for the time being reguardless of what that means.
I have been miserably sick though and I cannot fix it. I do not have the means to fix it and it seems as though I am just going to have to suck it the fuck up and move on.
Time to read other journals and see what is going on in others lives...
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