<- Me Change...NO! ->
I was talking to an old friend from high school yesterday and she says something to the effect of; " The day you call me up to tell me you are getting married I am going to have a heart attack." I thought that sounded kind of silly until it dawned on me that I have not changed on freaking bit. I am still the wishy washy girl when it comes to relationships. I have what I do not want and want what I do not have.
I am slowly caving in under some sort of strange pressure right now and I am not sure where it is coming from. Pressure for change pressure from others responsibilities. I am a leader not a conductor. There are somethings that I simply do not have to time and energy to orchestrate.
I need a vacation and I need to go home. Things are so much more pleasant around here when I leave and return.
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