<- Damn Gina ->
So I am going to ramble right now with the hopes that it makes sense.
I always ramble about my intimate life because that is what it should be so two days ago I made out with the woman named Samantha. There are two big things here that I need to mention. First her line of work is not too, ummm, moral or ethical if you know what I am saying and I have issues with that and second she has a boyfriend which I do not care alot about and I do not take very seriously. I am moving on in my head but I am liking the idea that I do not have to find a rent-a-girlfriend for pridefest.
Though I am not sure I want that to be it. I know what I should do and how I should think and things are just getting in the way of that and making me feel like I am walking into a trap.
I am walking into a trap.
"I will hurt you." She says to me. And that does not scare nor phase me anymore that it did the first time I heard it and the person made good on their words.
I am not innocent. I cant and never will be but this is fucking with my brain. I need to untangle it all.
Oh and worst of all my last really serious relationship which was with Jamie. The girl whom she was inlove with while she was with me was named Samantha. Not the same chick but I have grown to hate that name!
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